Hey guys!
I know it's been ages ago that I let you know that I'm alive, so yas, I'm still alive, ... luckily. (/)O_O)/)
Some of you might ask what happened to me for not being active at all here and I felt like giving you a little update on how I'm doing currently and what happened the last months...
So - where to start?
Back in August 2018 I've already gave you some more details about that there were/ are quite some big changes in my life.
First of all I did my A-Levels and passed them pretty well and after that I had to decide how to go on. Seriously, it was kinda difficult for me because there where SO MAAAANY things I'd like to do and everything had pros and cons and I'm always that kind of person who can't decide what they want to do. HOWEVER, long story short: I decided to study at a great univerity in one of the most beautiful cities of my homecountry - and what subject? As one might suspect: One of the most difficult, timeconsuming and challenging subjects you can study:
Chemistry. Yay!
Like seriously, I don't even know where to start: Maybe that beside attending all the lectures and workshops I had to work far over 100 hours in the laboratory since october, that there was at least every second week a test you had to pass or otherwhise you'll get kinda into trouble. And not to mention all the reports I had to write about the stuff I had done in the laboratory. E.g. I once sat from 3pm to 3am straight to just get things finished... And that was only the tip of the iceberg.
Well - it was and IS really hard and stressful to get things done. Currently we've got our exam period, so today I had to do my chemistry exam which went pretty good. Anyways I have two more exams to go, including maths - without calculator/ I'm dead/.
However, even tho sturying chemistry is so stressing, timeconsuming and difficult I've got
lots of fun doing the stuff I have to do: like analyzing unknown substances or synthesizing fancy -
sometimes also deadly or cancerous - stuff (seriously,
having fun with Quicksilver & Co. since 2018) which is blue, or green, or glitters or whatever you want it to be.
Seriously: For me it's a great experience, maybe even because it's that challenging. And nor to forget: I also got to know pretty nice people here and made some friends too. I'm not alone at all and things make more fun and are easier together. ^_^
Sooo, that's kinda why I'm still kinda inactive here.
I just had not much time to draw plus I've had an injury on my right hand (yes, I'm right handed) for several months (I sometimes still can't feel my thumb which is somehow awkward...) and I've got a problem with my right shoulder too. That's why I'm considering getting pen display (that is way bigger than my intous 4 atm), which might make things easier and especially less time consuming for me - which, as you can see, is really important.
I just hope that I can return to drawing again soon. I really miss it and also a lot of deviants here I got to know better for the last years... Miss the good old days with dank comments and awkward streams. But they'll return for sure...
For now I have to study study for maths and do my term paper (like we haven't enought to do already)...
Well, enoguh said - thanks for reading and I wish you a great day/ week/ month, whatever you like! See ya soon! : D
~ Diiv
oh, and about the title... here, have some Co[Hg(SCN)4]:
(yes, taking photos in the laboratory is strictly forbidden... but look at this blue. Just look at it!
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